How not to be afraid of your own life. Nothing is against you but you.

Fear is a funny thing.  It will have us running from something that isn’t even chasing us.  It will kep us immobilized afraid to mess up, afraid of a wrong move, we are even afraid of being… afraid.  Well this blog will be my first step in facing my fear. In telling that little voice in my head to shut up to step back and to go find someone else to bother. 

I have been in a coma for the past few years. No not a physical coma, but a mental one.  Trapped.  Wanting to speak so badly but unable to.  My mind wanting to communicate but my body unwilling to respond.  Unable to fight back I have been force-fed with lies, indoctrination and stereotypes that have left me weak, but still alive.  For in my mind I refused to give up, I knew one day my mind-body and soul would synch and in that perfect alignment.  I have awakened. Renewed. Changed I am no longer the same. 

Like a butterfly out of a cocoon. The metamorphosis is complete. I can no longer be the way I once was. I cannot go back but only go on. The fear is gone. Replaced with joy. For now there is nothing I cannot bare.  I will fly. Fly across the world and tell others who have forgotten they have wings, what its like.  Tell them of the beautiful wonders I will encounter, tell them of the sights I will see, and with each other inspire them to fly on their own.  For they, are just like I once was, afraid, and in a coma.  They have forgotten their purpose.  They have forgotten their dream to fly.  Yet I will remind them, and remind you, who you are. It is not over. It has just begun. And today, today is just the first step, the first flight, the first blog of many.  May I be an inspiration for you to fly.  It’s never to late.  For each step you take forward moves you out of the darkness and into the light. So you must turn off that voice in your head.  It’s the only things against you. Everything else in life is for you.

Stop talking yourself out of stuff.   I can’t find a better job.  I won’t ever get married.  I can’t forgive them.  I won’t ever be able to afford it.  I can’t find a job. I won’t ever be rich.  This is insanity.  You are creating the nighmare you live in and are waiting for someone to unlcok the door when the key is in your pocket.  Take it out and use it.  What is they key? Its your thoughts.  Thoughts change actions.  Actions changes lives. The biggest obsticle standing in your way, thats keeping you saying I can’t and I won’t is very simple, its you.  And you are the “t” in those’ words. Remove the t and can’t becomes can, and won’t becomes won.